Well well, 28 days till dooms day... i ment my birthday...

well, looks like it might just be a normal day then, with a BBQ, unlike last year were i had a party with the salvos and shared a B-day with 10 year old twins >.>
only now its with the famaly and friends (trev want to join?) still have yet to get the net back on, looks like it wont be untill some time next year, still have a ton to pay off...
ive done nothing to really pass the time exept listening to Dream Theatre, didnt really like them at 1st, the voice killed it on me, but i got use to it, now i love it...
And this Heat is going to Kill me, every morning now im getting headaches, i hate to see what it would like in Summer....

Well Well.... look at this, im Netless! thats right, no net, no surfing, no chatting, no IM'ing, no emails, what a joy. Hopefully i will be able to get things back on the road again... not long ago, i was cut off the net because i had a massive phone bill of $500+, since i got the net bundled in with the phone and the mobile (which was hardly used :| ) it was all cut...

On to other pressing news, one of the cap'ns went on a rampage, as usual thay tried to control peoples lives, one of them was about controlling ones own kids, since my next door neighbour uses physical force to control, the cap'tn told her that she could get docs onto her about that. after that, she went on about how abused people, "Jump in and out of bed with other people", WTF?! Heres a little somthing for you, My mother was abused, my Sister was abused, My Next door neighbour was abused (the mother)!! i have yet to see them "whore" themselvs off! Next there was an argument about "Tithing" (to give 10% or what you can of your income to the church)... the Cap'tn went on about how we Must give 10%, the sad thing was we can only give what we can, and the cap'tn wanted more (can you say Greed anyone?), then went on about how they will keep a record on how much you put in (now to my knowlage, churches are Not ment to do that), but earlier the cap'tn said i should be able to save, and i have Evidence of my saving, HA! failed, i cannot save, even with extra money....
lately ive been out of uniform for several resons, one, they are corrupt, second, they try to take control of peoples lives, third, they think we have unlimited money (we cannot get a loan, Why? we have not held onto a job for more then 6 months, infact, we have Not had one Yet!) and forth, they think the people that come into the shop have Mass amout of money, so thay put the price up an all things that people need to the point, that it will cost them half or more of the centerlinks wage, ($100 for a cupboard thay got for NOTHING?! anyone? how bout a dinner table and chairs, nice black finish for $600? and they got that for nothing too) ohh well, give it another 3 months, and they're Out, the new captans will be in, and i will Make sure thay dont do the same shit as the last ones...
hell maybe i might start on some of them projects i so wanted to do i've collected up over them years (car radiator fan cooled compy, remote controlled compy, ehh... silent cooled compy? O_o so many compy projects... and my sister say "i smell ^-^") ohh well, sighing off till next year -___-

Eh hell, I'll throw up a new entry for the sake of it (well before the owner of this server cracks a monkey over me not using the blogging thingy or something...)

lets start on about the newly acquired toy of mine... a 1984 model Toyota Corolla, Rust bucket w00t w00t!

I've been doing research on where how and the cost of getting it re-registered, when I went to Pat Heverns, the lady said it was "thirty three thirty" I thought it was $3330! but a little research on the Roads and Traffic Authority site and I found out its approximately $30 to $40 to get its Blue slipped ( but for the full cost, it would be about $500 to $600 to get it fully on the road)
now all I need to do is get my licence, that will be a bit of a challenge without my berth certificate (yay for a peace of paper saying that I was born and a living bean on this earth), one I find that I will finally get my Ls (for another $33), but I need something to drive to get the 50 hours required to go up to the red Ps, and I cant do that whit my car unless I get it fixed and rego'ed, so I'm really stuffed there.

On to personal matters....

Read the last posting, it will give you an idea...

Well, lets start a blog off eh shall we?; Aright, good....
A long long time ago in a galaxy... eh hell...
Let me put my frustrations and thoughts out on this...
OK, one of the girls at the salvo's I've gotten to know over the time and had become an inspiration when I was doing my Solder-ship classes at the salvo's. Her just being there has convinced me to do this. She was a "Junior Solder" for a while there, and showed me that there is still a place for kids to grow as Saints and be good in there life, not party animals, smokers, drinkers and junkys at just the mere age of 12...
But now I find out she doesn't like church anymore and wants to quit anything to do with the Salvo's, and that just blew a hole right into my heart. To see her as a roll model for the kids, and now she what's to quit, and I don't what to see that! The reason I when into uniform is to help kids in facing hardship, and make them grow into saints, and this girl convinces me in a indirect way. I don't feel I've been helping Grow saints in the salvo's through the Kids, her inclued! (even though se was one, but she has fallen away) I'm contemplating on whether I should stay in uniform now...

What makes me more upset for her is she is having a troubling time at High school. Her best friends mother has stopped them from seeing each other, and her only 2 good friends are at Leeton High, whilst she is at St. Frances, and has no real friends there, and even though she is in year 7, she is failing... I have been asked to tutor her, but I don't know if I can do it, and I have yet been called up to do it yet... I think I know what this girl has been through, ive been in similar situations at high school, and I went suicidal, that's what worrys me about this girl, or it all could be my paranoia... :-|

OK, Next...
Centerlink, bloody thieving bastards
all I can say for them is Stuff it, I'm getting sick of there Shit! All I get is there crap on Wanting to know my family records, and they will send a letter out about all them odds and ends that they have on record, but they STILL what that same info over and over again! and I was doing job searching whilst I was working in the salvo's, been doing that for about 6-7 months now. But now ive signed up to do the Mutual obligation, I have to fill a record out on my work at the salvo's too now! WHEN WILL I STOP LOOKING FOR WORK! I'M GETTING NOWERE! >.< I think ill have to go back to TAFE and get crap off the teaches again ( "Ooh, tell us how we should Teach you so we can Teach you" ~~ ain't you trained for that? )
what's next on the agenda? meh nothing I can think of ATM, maybe something later