Well, lets start a blog off eh shall we?; Aright, good....
A long long time ago in a galaxy... eh hell...
Let me put my frustrations and thoughts out on this...
OK, one of the girls at the salvo's I've gotten to know over the time and had become an inspiration when I was doing my Solder-ship classes at the salvo's. Her just being there has convinced me to do this. She was a "Junior Solder" for a while there, and showed me that there is still a place for kids to grow as Saints and be good in there life, not party animals, smokers, drinkers and junkys at just the mere age of 12...
But now I find out she doesn't like church anymore and wants to quit anything to do with the Salvo's, and that just blew a hole right into my heart. To see her as a roll model for the kids, and now she what's to quit, and I don't what to see that! The reason I when into uniform is to help kids in facing hardship, and make them grow into saints, and this girl convinces me in a indirect way. I don't feel I've been helping Grow saints in the salvo's through the Kids, her inclued! (even though se was one, but she has fallen away) I'm contemplating on whether I should stay in uniform now...

What makes me more upset for her is she is having a troubling time at High school. Her best friends mother has stopped them from seeing each other, and her only 2 good friends are at Leeton High, whilst she is at St. Frances, and has no real friends there, and even though she is in year 7, she is failing... I have been asked to tutor her, but I don't know if I can do it, and I have yet been called up to do it yet... I think I know what this girl has been through, ive been in similar situations at high school, and I went suicidal, that's what worrys me about this girl, or it all could be my paranoia... :-|

OK, Next...
Centerlink, bloody thieving bastards
all I can say for them is Stuff it, I'm getting sick of there Shit! All I get is there crap on Wanting to know my family records, and they will send a letter out about all them odds and ends that they have on record, but they STILL what that same info over and over again! and I was doing job searching whilst I was working in the salvo's, been doing that for about 6-7 months now. But now ive signed up to do the Mutual obligation, I have to fill a record out on my work at the salvo's too now! WHEN WILL I STOP LOOKING FOR WORK! I'M GETTING NOWERE! >.< I think ill have to go back to TAFE and get crap off the teaches again ( "Ooh, tell us how we should Teach you so we can Teach you" ~~ ain't you trained for that? )
what's next on the agenda? meh nothing I can think of ATM, maybe something later